a film a day

i am sad.

not wildly depressed.
not crying my eyes out.

just sad.

i've been sad for a while now.
melancholy...

"how are you?"
i smile and give a positive greeting.

the truth is convuluted.

when i am depressed,
i watch movies
and movies
and movies.

film is my drug... escapism.
a chance to cry for others.
a chance to laugh.
a chance to fall in love.