my favourite song to play while painting

FIONA APPLE

I'm gonna make a mistake
I'm gonna do it on purpose
I'm gonna waste my time
'Cause I'm full as a tick
And I'm scratching at the surface
And what I find is mine

And when the day is done, and I look back
And the fact is I had fun, fumbling around
All the advice I shunned,
and I ran
Where they told me not to run,
but I sure
Had fun, so

I'm gonna f*** it up again
I'm gonna do another detour
Unpave my path
And if you wanna make sense
Whatcha looking at me for?
I'm no good at math

And when I find my way back,
The fact is I just may stay,
or I may not

I've acquired quite a taste
For a wellmade mistake
I wanna mistake
why can't I make a mistake?
I'm always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good

Why

Do I wanna do right, of course but
Do I really wanna feel I'm forced to
Answer you, hell no

I've acquired quite a taste
For a wellmade mistake,
I wanna
Make a mistake, why can't I make a mistake

I'm always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why



i want to be kissed
but when given the opportunity, i have not...

what...
who am i waiting for?