want

i am in bed


alone



listening to.... the Nickelback web music station.




i am overwhelmed with underwhelming emotions.


a slow simmering sadness.

an ache.

a longing.




i want to be held...

i don't want to want...





i want to crawl into his arms.
i ache to feel his breath on my neck.
my fingers miss his skin.


i long for a stranger's bed.